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Erwin X Reader- When I'm Home

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   You sat on the Wall, feet dangling over the edge. You saw the wild beyond, the place with the titans. 
   The titans that killed your love. 
   When I'm home...
   You remember he whispered those words to you in your ear as he held you tight against his chest. There were tears in your eyes as you clung onto him, not wanting to let go. 
   But you knew you would have to. You accepted him knowing that he would leave one day.
   And never come back.
   But that thought did not make the ache in your heart any less.
   When I'm home, we'll get married. We'll have children, and I'll quit the military to live with you.
   When. Never soon. Never next mission. Never now. Always later. A later that will never happen now.
   You miss him already. The Recon Corps aren't back yet, but you know deep in your heart, that he's gone.
   You used to cling to him, not letting him go on his missions. He just smiled, kissed your head, and told you he'll be back soon. And later at night, when you two slept together, you would hold him so tight, not wanting the night to end.
    Because in the morning, you would have to let him go.
    The best part was when he returned uninjured. He would return to the house alone, without the others, and you would rush out and leap into his arms. He would smile, tell you that you worried for nothing. Those were the moments of peace when you knew he was back at your side.
    But this, this was torture. Waiting, waiting for someone that will never come. 
   Never again will you hear his voice. Never again will you feel his strong chest holding you. Never again will you run your finger through his soft, blond, hair. Never again will you hear his breathing in the middle of the night, when you two lay so close. Never, again.
    A tear escaped your eye as you gazed at the wretched world where your lover died. Some call the world beautiful, you call it ugly. There was nothing good about it now, with him gone. The only thing you cared about.
    You loved to see him smile for you. You loved how you could comfort him when he was having nightmares. You loved... Him. And everything about him.
    You never got to say it though. He was a soldier, so he never said it. You could've, but you were too scared.
   When I'm home....
   Those words, they meant so much to you, now that the man who said them where gone. How you longed for him to return, for you to be wrong!
    But you already saw the Recon Crops returning, with a black haired man leading it. Not your Erwin.
    Your heart shattered. You felt it break, and your whole life with it.
    When I'm home...
    No, my love, I will search for you. Stay were your are as I am going to join you shortly.
    You stood up and looked over the wall. When I'm home... Yes, you were going to go home, to him, for what is a home without loved ones?
    You turned around, and you swore you could feel Erwin behind you, holding you tight.
    "I'm coming my love." And with those whispered words, you fell back.
I do not own Attack on Titan
I, uh... I'm not quite sure what I have just created. I was taking a little break form everything, just with a little one piece story, and I was thinking of this idea for a while, so I out it to paper, and.... This was created. 

Took, like, 30 mins, that's it. Very short. I don't like Erwin like this but I was reading about him for a little while, so... Please, just DONT ask, i  don't even know myself.

Yeah, please no hate comments...
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I absolutely love this one. Everything about it. Short story, but very effective, and very captivating. It's sad, it's painful, but that's what love is in the end in this kind of universe. Well done, you have another very deserved fave from me Heart 

Me, being reader-chan and being myself, might really kill myself if Erwin dies in the manga No, I disagree!